"Rachel was in an accident..." Mat said as he pulled into the Hospital parking lot.

Carnie as there in shock. "Wha...wha....how" she stuttered as she slowly took off her seatbelt with a confused look on her face. "Jaimy, Joe, Alex, Corryn, and Liz are going to meet us here later, and I’ll tall you all about it when we get inside. " Said Mat as he closed the door. Carnie still sat in the car with her hands on her cheeks. She heard a knock on the car’s window. She jumped, and glanced up, it was Jaimy, standing there in a bunny shirt that he had made with his own two hands. She got out of the car, and threw her arms around him. He just held her tight. "Are you going to be ok, or do you need a few minutes?" Jaimy whispered into her ear ,but still with his arms around her. "I...I don’t know..but I need to see her..." said Carnie as she slowly let go of him. She looked towards the door to the ER. Looked at Mat with this ‘do I really have to go’ look on her face. He held out his hand to her, then gave her this little ‘yes, for your own good’ smile. Carnie walked over to him, put her hand in his. Took a deep breath, then they walked into the hospital holding hands.

As they entered the waiting room Mat went and signed everyone in, and to get their name tags. Carnie went and curled up into a little ball on one of the chairs in the corner. Mat came over to her, handed Carnie her name tag, and then just put his arms around her and didn’t let go. until Mat’s name was called. Mat jumped up. "There must be something wrong, I’ll go see what’s going on" Said Mat as he walked to the front desk. "Carnie, she is going to be ok, I just know it" came a voice from across the room. They all looked up. "Alex" shouted Carnie as she ran over to him, and gave him a big hug. Alex handed Mat a bag, "here, I got all the stuff you told me to get" said Alex with Carnie’s arms still around him. "What is that?" asked Carnie. "It is some clothes and like tooth brush for Rachel, I stopped by your house to get it, Mat’s request." said Alex. "You are so sweet to think about that Mat" Carnie said as she gave him a sweet, little smile."

"By the way" Alex said with a mischievous look on his face, " your house is so messy, I am surprised noone was sent to the hospital for breathing in deadly fumes." Chuckled Alex. "Ha-ha...Very funny" Carnie said as she pulled away from him, and hit him on the arm, A little smirk came over her face. "Ough" said Alex as he stared to rub his arm where he was hit. "Now that is the Carnie we all love to see" Said Mat. "I am so glad you let go of him, otherwise I would have had to take you outside, and mess up your face" Said Corryn as she walked into the room with Liz, and Joe. "Psh, you can’t beat me up" Said Carnie with a big smile. "Psh, what are you talking about, I have mad ninja skills that you wish you had!" Said Corryn as she pretended to be a ninja. Carnie just shook her head and laughed. "The people here to see Rachel , you may all go in to see her" said a woman’s voice over the loud speaker. They all grabbed their stuff and walked into Rachel’s room. Carnie was the last to walk in. Right when she was Rachel she ran over to her and threw her arms around and started to sob. "I..i...i’m ok..." Rachel said as she was trying to get Carnie off of her. "I am your older sister, I should take care of you, and not let anything bad happen to you." Carnie said as she Let Rachel go, but only a little, she still had her arms tight around her. Rachel took her hands, "noone could have helped, I am stupid, and I walked out into the street without looking both ways, I just saw the little ‘walk’ man, so I went, noone know that he was going to run that red light, I am just glad that he wasn’t going too fast." Mat walked over to Carnie and put her hand on her shoulder. Carnie went into Mat’s arms while the others said their ‘Hello’s. The doctor walked in a few minutes after everyone had found a seat and stared to talk. Carnie jumped up, "When is she going to be able to go him? Carnie asked. "Well, she has a few broken ribs, her wrist is fractured. We will have to keep her over night it least. And I see you all are tired. So I recommend that you all go home and come back in the morning to see what her test results are" Said the doctor as he took off his glasses, and put then into his front pocket. "Oh..ok..are you sure.." Said Carnie with a disappointed look on her face. "Yes Mam, I am sure. And plus, the chairs here will mess up your backs if you try to sleep on them. "Ok..." Said Carnie and the others. They all packed up their things, and said their goodbyes, and left. As they all walked out the decided to just go sleep at the girl’s house. Liz and Joe went in Liz’s car. Alex and Corryn when in Corryn’s car. Jaimy hitched a ride in Carnie’s and Mat’s car. On the way home Carnie and Jaimy were talking, and joking around. And that made Mat really happy that Carnie was back to herself.

When they got to the house they saw that a light was on, and the door was opened a little. The guys all put a hand on their girls, " stay here. We’ll go see what is going on. Jaimy, you and Alex go around back. Joe, you and I will go through the front door. And Carnie, will you please call the police?" Said Mat, as he pulled out his pocket knife. "Oh, here Jaimy, here is a little light" Said Corryn as she pulled this little flash light off of her key chain, and handed it to him. "Thank you" Said Jaimy with a little crack in his voice. Jaimy and Alex walked around back as Joe and Mat walked through the front door, then they herd a loud crash. The girls ran into the house, "OH MY GOSH!" cried Corryn

Jaimy: AKA Jaimy ♥

Carnie: AKA me! (Carla) ♥

Liz: AKA Liz ♥

Rachel: AKA Rachel ♥

Mat: AKA my love (Mat) ♥

Capeter 1

Corryn scream woke everyone up. We all ran out in our PJs none of us had time to put our robes on. "What is wrong Corryn?" said Liz, Carnie, and Rachel all at the same time . "Aa..aaaa....a RAT!!" she said as she squealed, and ran and hid behind Carnie. "Oh my gosh Corryn, it is just a mouse, it isn’t even a rat." Carnie said as she took the trash can from the bathroom and scooped up the little mouse . "waa..what are you going to do with it?" asked Corryn. "I’m gonna go put it in your bed." said Carnie with a great big smile on her face. Corryn gave her this really nasty glare. "I was just kidding, I’m going to go put it outside." Said Carnie. Corryn didn’t say anything, she just kept that glare going right at Carnie until she left the room.

The next morning Liz was making breakfast as Corryn strolled out in her pajamas. Carnie was already dressed and had a basket full of food that she made the night before.

"Where are you going with all that food?" asked Corryn as she pored herself a cup of coffee.

"Aren’t you going to stay for breakfast? I made it myself" said Liz. "I would if I could, but I have to meet Mat, him and I are going to go to the park and have a picnic" Said Carnie as she grabbed her keys. "Ok, have fun!" shouted Corryn as Carnie ran out the door." "Where are you going?" Asked Liz. "I am going to a job interview" Rachel said as she stumbled to put on her high heel. "But..but, what about break.." , the door slammed shut, "..fast...well I guess it is just you and me...with about thirty pancakes..." said Liz as she piled ten pancakes on Corryns plate.

Carnie pulled into a parking spot, grabbed her basket, a blanket, and started to head over the a tree. She laid the blanket out, picked up the plates. And right before she set them down a voice came from behind her, "do you need help with that?" said the mystery voice, she turned around and there stood Mat, with a dozen roses in hand. She dropped the plates, then threw her arms around him. "I have missed you" said Carnie. "Haha" Mat laughed. It has only been a few hours since we talked on the phone, and we went out to dinner last night. "I know, but I still missed you" Carnie said with a little embarrassment in her expression. He gave her a peck on the four head, and sad down on the blanket. Carnie reached into her basket, and pulled out a radio. "Wow, what else do you have in that bad of wonders?" Asked Mat as he chuckled. "Ha Ha very funny.." she said as she rolled her eyes. "I just packed stuff that I thought would come in handy." Said Carnie as she put in a mix CD that Mat had given her when they first started to date.

After they finished eating they packed up their stuff except for the blanket and radio, And just laid there just looking at the clouds. "Carnie put her had on his shoulder, and said, " I wish this day would never end." He put his hand on her head and stared to stroke her hair. "Can I tell you something?" asked Mat. "What’s up?" asked Carnie as she tilted her head up to look at him. "He looked straight into her eyes and said, " I also wish this day would never end." Carnie laid her head back down, and a great big smile came over her face. They laid like that for what seemed like hours to them, yet to them it didn’t seem like enough time.

Right before Carnie fell asleep she felt Mat moving around, looking through his pockets, but trying to not let her wake up. She lifted her head, "what’s going on, is something wrong?" asked Carnie with a scratchy voice. "Oh, did I wake you baby, I’m sorry. My phone is ringing, ah I found it" said Mat, as he picked up his phone. "Darn, I missed it" he said as he stared to hit bottons on his phone. "Who was it?" asked Carnie as she sat up. "It was Liz, and I have one from Corryn...something is wrong, we have to go" he said as he grabbed the radio and basket. "Wait, what is going on? Is someone hurt? Whey did they call you and not me..." she said as she picked up her phone and saw that she had eleven missed called, and nine new messages. A worried look came over her face. She was about to fall to her knees, but Mat grabbed her hand and gently pulled her in the direction of the car. "What is going on? What did they say?" Carnie said as she was being pulled. "I’ll tell you in the car" said Mat.

They got in the car, Carnie threw all the stuff in the back seat. Mat put the keys into the car and stared to drive. Carnie grabbed her phone and looked at it. "Damn" came out of Carnie’s mouth as she threw her phone on the ground. A confusing look came over Mat’s face. "My phone is dead...ok Mat, what is going on?" Asked Carnie as she was near tears.

you are a silly little man, child, dude thing

you are crazy, but in a fun way!

you were in a bitchy mood for about a week, but that is ok! i still love you!

you like to throw things at my, like potatos...i still hurt from that

you are just a cool person, i don't know what my life would be like without you in it! you just make me happy when you reply to my bulletins, and messages, *cough* it does take you along time to reply to those...but it is ok! ^_^ ♥

p.s. thank you for letting me grab you potatos!! :P

It is just there, i don't know how it got there

but it just is.

I am not clear of what the real meaning is

i don't know if their are rules to this word

and if there are 'rules' i have no clue what they are!

i never knew why this word was so important

but now i get why it is

i don't use it much

i only use it when i think the time is right

if you can guess what this 'silly little word' is, then you are smart! :D

to the other people... just ask someone! :P

they thought they only had that one class together, but they had all of their classes together.
so what that means is, they were prob going to fail of thier classes 'cause they never paid attention to the class. so one day after school they both went to the store, but they didn't plan to see each other, the boy was with his mom, and the girl was alone, but she got milk, eggs, butter, and all that jazz. the next day the boy asked her why she was alone, she said it was 'cause it was her day to go to the store, her mom was very sick and her dad didn't live with them anymore.

so then the boy thought it was a little weird 'cause he had grown up with a mom and dad, and had never gone to the store alone! so for a split second we was weirded out, but then he thought if she had all that going on, then she would really need a friend, so he just never thought about that, in a bad way that is, so after school he asked if she wanted to go to his house and play for an hour or so. but she couldn't, she had to go home and help clean the house, and he offered to help, but she said that it wouldn't be fun, and she didn't want him to get sick. so they both went home, the next day at school he went up to her and gave her a big hug! but then she made this noise, this sad noise, so the boy moved back, what is wrong he asked. she lifter up her shirt a little, and there was this blue and black mark on her skin, the boy looked scared, what is that? asked the boy, he had never seen anything like it
she sad she was home too late yesterday, and her mom's boyfriend got mad...

so she said that she would like to have her over for dinner
a glow of happyness when over the little boy's face
but when he asked the little girl if she could come over for dinner she said she couldn't
but the little boy wouldn't stop asking. the little girl as gettin mad it him
but something like this wouldn't brake the two of them up
the little girl wasn't at school the next day, no one knew why. but she was back the day after
the little boy asked her why she wasn't there the other day and she said that her mom had died...and now she was going to be in a foster home..she started to cry, the little boy put his arms around her, and they sad there till the bell rang. she didn't look happy all day
when the little boy when home, he told his family the bad new, and how he wanted to help her
so what they ended up doing was they went, and tried to adopt the little girl, but the boyfriend was fighting for the kids, and he almost won, but the little girl had to say something, so she said what had gone on, and how the boyfriend hadn't been giving the mom her meds, but had been selling them. so he went to jail
and how the little boy had a new sister, and the mom and dad had the little girl they had always wanted
and the little boy and girl always stayed friends

u r my home slice!

my pimp

the love of my life

the thing i look forwart to talking to

the think that makes me as happy as a clam!

the one that i will party with like it is 1992

u r my weirdly funny playboy bunny gone emo who likes to joke dirty!

gosh, there is so much about you to love! and i love every inch of you!

i love your inside...gosh, you just make me feel so good about myself! and other ways *wink* you know what i'm talk'n about

i love your outside! lol i wouldn't care if you were butt ugly! gosh i love you so much! ♥

i love you! gosh, that is so never going to get old! lol

UM...HEHE! DO YOU THINK IT SUITS ME?LOL!

A: LOVES to flirt
B: Loves people
C: BEST SMILE
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Freakin Sexy
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freakin Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: Best in Bed
M: Makes dating fun
N: gets blamed for EVERYTHINg
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Has a nice ass.
S.One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for
T: great Kisser
U: Gets huggs
V: Not judgemental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: is a freak in bed
Z: Lives life for fun

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DOES YOUR NAME FIT YOU???

2)loveless123 (Mat): mat mat mat, what can i say about you? we have soooooo much fun together! i love how one of us can say something totally  random and we know exactly what the other person is talking about, you will always be 'my weirdly funny playboy bunny gone emo, who likes to joke in a dirty way!' lol wow that really long!  what i am trying to say...i will never forget you! i mean come on, who will help me beat up bob? lol  p.s. you give the best hugs!

3)xxbitchxx: you will always be my coolieo sis, i love you! i am glad you are going to stay alive for your little girl. you are a really good friend! and i love talking to you

4)myfatenotyours (joe): joe, you are really smart, and i love your art, you are a really good friend, and i love talking to you! you are just sooooo smart, and all your little comments stick with me even if i just say ''ok'' or "thanx" they just help me with my life, you are a really good friend! ^_^

5) loveisapain (monique): you are a freak! jk, but no really, you kinda are, that is why i call you mo-freak ! teehee jk, i love talking to you, you are my true bff! we need to go to the park and play soccer next time you come over! i don't care what you say, you are going to go, and you will like it!  jk jk!

6)minitruxsuck: you are a really cool friend, and i am soooo happy that you are going to get married! your soon to be wife is really cute! you better be good to her or i will have to come and beat you up! jk jk :) i love talking to you, like i said before, you are really cool!

7)alexalexalex (alex hehe): there are alot of things i could say about you,  1sh of all, i know we havn't talked in along time, but i really liked it when we did! and i liked helping you thro your "sluty 14 yr old girl" problems. lol, i am glad i you are my freind, i will never forget you! if you ever want to talk, i am here for you! ^_^ much love!    

p.s. i still think most gay guys are really hotter!

8)revenge6is6here6: i am really lucky to have you as a freind, i havn't known you for along time, but sofar you are cool! lol, i hope we can stay friends, you are really coolieo! ^_^

9) afilova08: you are really nice, and i love talking to you! you keep me lol! you are INSANE! just like your friends greg and pat, (i know, i stole what you said from out conversation) teehee, but you are really cool! and i want you bag! lol

10) jadesgurl: you are sooo much fun! i love talking to you! you are coolieo! lol! you are a really good friend! and i love your smile! man! we need more inside jokes! lol ♥

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(repeat)

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..
(repeat)